Thursday, June 07, 2007
@ 8:36 PM
If this was how life is meant for me, I'd rather not live it.
Somehow, I don't really enjoy the life I am having now. What's the point of being able to get what you want when your friends are not treating you as a friend anymore or family members who just put their blame immediately on you?
Recently, most of my family members have sore eyes. I was the first one to get it. However, after a day or so, the rest of my family members got it. Then today, my mother clean up my room and blame me that I was the cause of everything. Seriously, she said that I was not very hygienic which cause all the problems but it was actually my step-grandparents who were the unhygienic ones. When the baby urinated on the floor, they just didn't clean up. They even let the baby urine on the basin where we brush our teeth. But despite knowing that, my mother still puts the blame on me. Is there even any justice around? I am getting malign for no reason. My mother always pushes everything to me. Asking me to get pocket money from my father every time and keep nagging me to do so. Okay, maybe I could still accept that. When she clean up my room, I didn't say much. When she told me to clear my worksheets that was lying around, she claim that it was all rubbish. And when I told her that all this was still needed in a not very nice tone, she claim that I was trying to talk back at her. How can I continue to tolerate all this problems? It makes me feel like ending all this once and for all quickly. Just feel so stress having so many things to handle.