Saturday, November 10, 2007
@ 3:03 PM
Warning! The following post contains some emo content.
I feel that I may have been a jerk for being like what one of my friend said, Yi Jiao Ta Liang Chuan, which directly translates to One Leg Stepping on Two Boats. It seems I can't get over with the person whom I have liked for quite a few years while I am with the current person that I am with now. It was hard for me to make the decision to end with the person that I am with now as I know it would greatly affect her. But this had to be done soon or eventually it would bring no good to either of us in the time to come.
On the other hand, another friend of mine had said that it is useless for me to keep thinking about the girl that I have liked. I pondered over what he said and it quite made sense. She doesn't seem to notice what I have been trying to do to get her to like me. It would only turn out a waste of time and energy if she totally thinks that I am a nuisance. Also, she could already have someone she liked and just that they don't make their relationship known to others. Some of the friends around her have different comments on both of us. Some thinks that I should try to get her while some thinks I should just give it up.
Decisions in life are just hard to make. Once you make a wrong decision, you may regret for the rest of your life. I also realised something, it is easy for one to like someone but it is difficult to get someone to like you back. Things like these just can't be forced.